sad but true

So I'm sitting here in a library cubicle at school and the guy in the cubicle kitty corner from me is just sitting there. Now this is the sad part. Due to the crazy people and events that have happened in my life starting with Columbine when I was in like 7th grade, I have become the most uncontrollably paranoid and suspicious person in the world. Because you know what my first thought was?...that he is a suicide bomber targeting all the smart engineers at CalPoly and that dumb ipod he's listening to is a detonator. Okay, now totally irrational fears are surfacing. I think I watch too much TV too.

So, that's the sad but true story of the day. Many people, including myself, have become judgemental, suspicious, paranoid people due to society and the events which have occurred in the past 10 years. I'm sure this guy is a really nice guy, and if he really were targeting the engineers then he wouldn't be here in the library in the governmental document section. But I still think it's weird he's sitting here in these cubicles with just his ipod, not doing anything, he still has his jacket on for heaven's sake! Take a load off and find a couch or something to relax in, not these less than comfy chairs from the 60's!

That's it for this post. I'm going to try not to jump to conclusions with every person that I see, that's my goal for today, to stop thinking everyone is out to kill everyone else.

Hope everyone else is having a fabulous Wednesday!